if i could just say no… if i could just say no then surely the pain will go away… but how do you get out of something you are completely and evil-ly drowned into? i am too lazy to choose between my heart and my mind… i know i won’t like the outcome but i know it’s right… it’s just but right… it’s hard to say no to happiness, hard to say goodbye to the addiction of it… too hard to let go of one thing that made me alive… it is so selfish of me, i know… but i have to learn how to… still, i jst can’t let it go…
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